Here
is one of the stories actually written for this collection.
I
have always enjoyed haunted house stories and films. It's one of the
few themes I suppose that everyone can get into, with one particular
example springing to mind spooling off several films that have done
well in the finantial sense, and no doubt, if they made another one
it would be as popular.
It
is also an idea (or archetype) that can be moulded into something
original and entertaining. I personally have written a few myself,
but this one seems to be the best of the lot.
It
is also based in a real place, though the house itself does not exist
the street as described does. The names have just been changed.
The
house on Banforth Street looked haunted.
It
wasn't just the decrepit condition of the place, or the untidy
garden, or any one thing, that made children and adults alike cross
the road to avoid walking in front of it. There were other houses in
and around the town that looked worse, none of them had a reputation.
But
then again, an entire family; mother, father and three children
hadn't just vanished, swallowed whole, in any of the other properties
either.
That
was what had given the house it's reputation.
And
it was what made it so irresistible to young Tommy Galwood.
Tommy
first noticed the building when he was five, the first time he could
remember being out with his mother shopping. The babysitter had been
unable to perform her job due to some illness, and his mum was fresh
out of vodka, as well as some other, less important stuff, like
bandages and plasters for when Tommy fell down the stairs and cut, or
burnt himself in places where he was NOT ALLOWED.
NOT
ALLOWED places, it was understood by him, included the kitchen, the
bedroom, the living room (when Daddy Sometimes visited) and the road
right outside their back-door.
Today
though the front road was temporarily ALLOWED, as long as he held
mummy’s hand while crossing.
From
here his memory is just a series of shutter click images as he is
pulled along like a dog on a chain.
The
first image is of a railing outside the Acropolis, where, four years
later his mother would be buried. The coffin would go into the ground
surrounded by a thin circle of mourners.
A
few hours later Tommy would lose his innocence amongst the
gravestones.
Click!
The
second image is the big green and yellow sign above the convenience
store, or, as his mother liked to call it, that fucking shop.
Tommy
wasn't sure, but he thought a fucking shop was more or less the same
as a normal shop where people bought things, the only difference he
could figure out was that the person behind the counter had darker
skin than him and his mummy (he hadn’t seen the people himself, but
he was told that this was indeed the case) Why this made a difference
he didn’t know, and when he asked his mummy she had just looked at
him for a moment, patted him on the head and told him that he would
find out for himself one day.
Click!
Whrrrr..
The
third and final image was closer to an actual memory than the other
two.
It
starts with a young Tommy Staring back at him from a toy store
window, mouth agape in wonder. His image fades out as another fades
in, finally becoming the item which has so entranced him.
The
fire truck was green. Not red as he had been taught by Daddy
Sometimes. It was perfect in every scaled down detail. Tommy couldn’t
read at the time, but he knew instinctively that the wheels would
turn and all the doors would open to allow his giants eye to examine
the tiny detailed dashboard and the perfectly rendered black leather
seats. Somewhere, in the back of his mind he knew that the hose
hooked on the back of the green goddess could be unfurled. Perhaps by
tiny frantic firemen getting ready to put out a miniature fire, like
the one he had seen in Daddy Sometimes ashtray.
From
there the memory shudders as his mummy pulls him around sharply,
white pain explodes in his arm as the bone momentarily twists beyond
it's shape, then snaps back. A nauseating sensation follows it, and
the older boy remembering this years later isn’t sure if it is the
pain building in him as he runs, or another memory trying to double
itself on his struggling brain.
He
decides he doesn't care.
The
only thing that matters now is getting away from the gang of boys
chasing him. He knows what they will do when they catch him, or he
has a very good idea. They are the kind of unintelligent clods that,
because of their own shortcomings beat on kids who are smarter, more
imaginative, or just plain different. That was probably why why they
gave him three times the punishment, and what he was feeling now was
nothing compared to what he would get if he stopped for breath.
So
he ran on.
When
his body stopped the arm was already numb.
His
mothers grip on his hand tightens suddenly, making him yelp. The hand
loosens just enough to let blood flow back into it, but the grip is
still firm. There would be no escaping this mommy bear, at least not
until her anger subsided.
Tommy
felt ashamed as he always did when he upset her, though he wasn’t
sure exactly what he had done, but he was sure there would be a
hitting when he got home.
Then
again maybe not.
The
pull had brought him around front, and face to face with a skirt he
recognised. A feeling so rare opened in his chest. As he lifted his
watery eyes from the knees to the waist it grew, filling him until he
burst with relief. The face he hoped was at the top was bent towards
him, soft pity aimed down. Then it returned to it's original
position, strait ahead, eyes hardening, mouth tightening.
The
woman standing in front of him was what his mother called, among
other things, a snobby, interfering cow.
Tommy
didn't think much of this. For one thing cows stood on four legs and
his teacher obviously stood on two he had started school that year,
and was enjoying it thoroughly) when he had asked his mommy about
this one evening while watching the telly Daddy Sometimes had burst
into laughter. Tommy had waited, as he always did when this happened,
because he knew he would eventually get a reply. When it did come it
answered his question, but, as usual opened others, which he would
have asked had past experience not come to his rescue again.
So
he would have to be content with Daddy Sometimes explanation of how a
woman could also be a cow, and his mommy’s cryptic explanation of
what a snob was given to him while giving DS a frosty, meaningful
glare, that even shit flies high when hit with a big enough stick.
Whatever
it meant, it also meant that he was not getting punched or kicked
when he got home. Even his arm seemed to feel the better for the
knowledge, the numbness pleasant, now spreading into his hand, giving
it a slight tingly feeling.
He
let his gaze wander, while the grown ups carried on above him, the
woman’s tone buzzing with restrained anger and his mommy’s
approaching hostile. He thought again of the fire engine in the
window behind him and imagined what it would be like to be on one.
What it would feel like if he was a fireman, rushing to a big fire,
holding on to the back railing as the engine sped along the road as
fast as it could, blue lights on top flashing, sirens blaring..
Lost
in this dream a smile formed on Tommy’s lips. A smile that seemed
to touch his far away eyes, and for a moment Tommy’s face changed.
It was as if the life he led was blameless, painless and innocent. He
could be..
Tommy...
His
smile faltered for a moment.
Tommmyy..
His
eyes sharpened. Where had that voice come from?
Tommy
looked up at his mommy. It had sounded like her, yet somehow it
wasn't. The tone was all wrong for a start. It had been softer,
kinder.
Again
the voice came, with it a soft sweet breeze into which he turned his
head. A slight movement was all it took as the voice and the wind
seemed to come from behind his teacher. He realised the sweet smell
had come from her, the gust picking it up as it wound past her, so
the voice itself must be coming from behind.
Tommyyy..
from
the house just up, across the street.
It
was an old house. Untidy garden, unkempt fence and smashed windows.
Well,
the windows on the ground floor had been smashed, but the ones on the
upper floors were untouched. It was as if whoever had thrown the
bricks had either given up, or didn't have the strength needed to
launch destruction further up the houses face.
Or
had been scared away before they could.
Tommy
felt the skin on the back of his neck bunch up, even though the
breeze that still rubbed itself against him hadn't cooled; if
anything it had actually warmed up a bit. He could see how houses
sometimes seemed to have a face, but he wasn't sure how it could call
his name at all, especially in his mommy’s voice.
Ten
year old Tommy didn't know if he could find the strength to run on.
That only left two options; he could either give up and let the
bullies beat him to death, or he could carry on until he collapsed,
in which case they would still beat him up. At least in that scenario
he wouldn't feel much.
It
was at that point that his feet made the decision for him. His left
came down on the pavement at an angle, and the right caught itself
behind it, toes curling around his shin, sending him into a spin that
would have been almost graceful if the pavement hadn't hit him square
on the cheek bone. Bang, and the lights went out.
His
first thought when he regained consciousness was that it had all been
a dream, and that he was now on the living room floor, nose burst and
Daddy Sometimes standing over him, one fist tight, the other holding
a half empty glass of Vodka, shouting at the little fucker on the
floor to get up and fight him like a man, his mum in the background
screaming.
He
blew blood from his nose, the gooey crimson jet spraying across the
slab on which he lay.
Head
and ears now a bit clearer reality asserted itself. The shouting had
been from the bunch of boys who had been chasing him, and were now
across the street, the screaming was his own brains interpretation of
the cars screeching by on the main road.
He
shut his eyes again, mixed feelings of dread and relief mixing
uneasily in his stomach. Tommy supposed he had escaped from them
somehow. He knew that he had been hurt sore, and wasn't looking
forward to the pain that would engulf him when the endorphins drained
away from his aching body. The best thing he could do for the moment
was just to lie here, wherever here was, and let the gentle sweet
breeze that had been touching him since he awoke continue having its
way with him as it had done five years ago.
It
briefly occurred to Tommy that no one was helping him; a bloody mess
of a boy flat out on the pavement in front of a mess of a building.
People might be afraid of him, lying there like some wounded animal,
dangerous with pain.
Well,
if it kept those bullies away he would count it as a blessing and be
content with that.
Cars
continued to rush by him, people continued not to help, and the
breeze, now carrying with it a soft hum, kept on winding itself
around his body.
Without
any fuss of fanfare Tommy fell asleep.
In
his sleep a fourth memory formed.
When
he was about three he had taken seriously ill with swine flu; this
had been at a time when it had just been him and his mommy, DS, real
name Duncan Struthers, had still to intrude on their happy life. His
mommy loved him very much and he loved her.
Choked
to the gills, his body was sore all over, and his head throbbed. The
doctor, an older gentleman with round wire rimmed glasses on his
Jewish nose, and a silver hairline in advanced state of retreat, had
visited on the second day of his illness. Tommy’s mommy, frantic
with worry, never left his bedside as the doctor, first examined the
boy, then, shaking his head, filled in a prescription on his pad, all
the while looking at her over his specs.
'Young
Tommy has swine flu'
his
mommy made a small noise.
He
pulled the note from his pad and put it in the front shirt pocket. He
paused before continuing.
'I
have written a prescription for Decascamine. That should help the
symptoms and deal with the virus itself. I don;t want him taking too
much medication at his age'
he
paused again,
'This
is for you. I am going to write you a personal prescription. You
don’t have to take it, but it is there if you want it.'
Tommy
watched as the old doctor finished writing, then tear the note from
his pad and place it out of sight on the bedside table.
'I'll
take this' he patted his shirt pocket 'personally to the pharmacy,
because of the risk of the contagion being passed on. Shouldn't
really. Against the law, but the pharmacist knows me well enough. I
would normally leave it with a trusted neighbour. Not an option in
this case.'
he
got to his feet and put the pad away before pulling his jacket on.
'I'll
see myself out'
She
sat there, his small clammy hand in her warm dry one.
'Mommy?'
Tommy
shook her.
'Mommy,
are you ok?'
She
seemed to awaken, coming to life with visible effort
'I'm
fine son, just thinking about things'
'What
things?'
'Oh,
you are a curious little kitty aren’t you'
His
mommy’s smile reassured him. He snuggled down into the covers.
'No
I’m not. I'm a curious little boy'
She
laughed. Tommy liked the sound.
'Curious
little boys need their rest if they want to get rid of the sniffles'
'What’s
Swine flu?'
'It's
like cat flu and bird flu, but people can get it as well'
'I
don’t want a cat or a bird. Can I get a dog?'
'When
you are old enough you can get anything you want Tommy'
'I
love you mommy. When I am older I promise to take care of you when
you have the sniffles'
'We
can look after each other when we are older'
'Okay'
Tommy
yawned.
His
mother wiped his brow and kissed his nose.
'I'll
always be there for you Tommy'
Banforth
street was silent.
It
had been a long and busy day, shops doing their usual trade this
close to Christmas. The coffee shop at the corner where Banforth
joins Harbour street feeding and watering shoppers and traders alike,
while, at the other end; where he stood now in fact, children pile
pennies into the arcade, whooping and shouting as machines fed them
an overdose of fun, while their parents bought presents.
Paul
could remember all those years ago when he was a child. The yearly
ritual of the Christmas shop when his parents had given him a handful
of coins and arranged to meet him and his younger sister outside the
arcade in half an hour, during which they would buy in Christmas day
and, he was sure of it, grab a fly coffee and bun in Jessie s Café
before collecting them. For his part, Paul would buy himself and his
sister a snack, then spend the rest on Penny Crane, and the two pence
falls, his sisters favourite. Not that he minded. He loved his
younger sibling dearly and enjoyed spending time with her.
Now
things were very different. His sister was no longer with him (she
was now a professor of Sociology and Criminology at Edinburgh
University.) and their parents had passed over, twenty years ago this
week. And, deep down Paul knew that it had been his fault. Or at
least he blamed himself, because he knew it was at least partly his
fault that the boy had died. It hadn't just been him it affected he
knew. The other boys had suffered as well. Two had died in accidents,
and the other had hung himself from a roof beam in his house, not
long after the incident in front of this house.
The
building across the road winked at him.
After
the police and the school had finished with their endless questions
life more or less returned to normal, apart from the occasional stare
in the street, voiced opinions, whispered conversations, 'that’s
him' they would say behind hands 'that’s the boy who murdered the
Galwood kid'
It
didn’t really bother Paul that much. He had tough skin. As for the
others, well, they didn’t.
But
the stress of it all did show eventually. One night, about a month
later he started having nightmares. He wasn't sure of the details as
the memory faded as soon as he awoke. But he was left with the
results, evidence he quickly buried at the bottom of the laundry
basket before his parents awoke. He was sure he got away with it. Not
a word from either of his parents, or anyone else, though he had an
idea that his sister suspected. She had brains enough to work it out.
It
was those brains that were the reason he was here now. Facing his
demons down once and for all. Dealing with them here and now so that
they would not come back again as they had a few days ago, worse than
ever. Worse now because he remembered his dream. Worse because it was
affecting his wife, who bore the brunt of his reaction.. if he ever
had reason to think she was lieing about things, then the bruises up
her side and leg were exhibit A. exhibit B got caught before it could
damage his pride.
Paul
stepped off the curb. He had to do that, but it did not mean he was
totally powerless to his problem. He reasoned that the odds of any
traffic on Banforth Street at three o'clock in the morning were
sufficiently in his favour. The only thing he had not taken seriously
in to account was the house.
And
it was still hungry.
The
boy watched from an upstairs window as the fire engine skidded to a
stop at the end of the street, it's back end nearly level with the
cab at the front. It was a dark colour he knew to be red and not
green, just as he knew the wet smear trailing from the engines front
wheels was red and not black, green, brown or any other colour. A
woman’s hand, three black fingernails broken, dirt encrusted,
folded itself gently on the boys right shoulder. He looked up at the
darkness above him and smiled.
Another
white butterfly drifted out of the shadows, curled itself around the
blind string hanging down the middle of the window, and drew a cover
over the scenes within. The house fell asleep, contented and
satisfied, for now.
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