Early
on in my career as an aspiring writer I wrote a novel called Cult
about
a group of people who gathered in an old ruin on a Scottish island
and held religious rites that were meant to bring back their saviour
from the land of the dead.
It
wasn't that bad in my opinion for a first attempt, and there was some
good stuff in there. However it remained unpublished ( and will do so
for evermore) and stayed in a box for years, only to be dipped into
occasionally for inspiration or any other reason that came to mind.
It was just as well that I did. I have since then managed to gain two
short stories from this manuscript, one of which is the following,
and another, which at the last moment I decided not to include in
this collection. Maybe next time.
This
story was the prelude to the book.
As
an additional note: this story was one of two previously published in
Tales from the Green mantle. The other was Wolven, included
here as Wolfsbane.
Black
velvet smoke filled the air above the smouldering heaps that cooled
slowly as day rotated into night, the line of termination still far
out into the bay.
The
crow, healthy in size and appetite, landed gracefully atop the
largest of the heaps with seeming indifference to the heat below. It
began it's pre dinner grooming with the air of a high born gentleman
preparing to meet his guests for luncheon. Changing over to attend to
the other wing it momentarily lost it's balance, claws slipping on
the overdone flesh, pulling a ribbon from bone in one clean movement.
It cried out, startled, flailing out wildly with it's wings until it
gained a better, firmer hold.
Two
humans watched the creature perform it's pantomime with silent,
thoughtful interest. One of them was all of seventy years old, though
you really could not tell from looking at him; five foot six, with
fine white hair that billowed around his skull in a snowy hallo,
stood on the grass verge of a sheer cliff that plummeted a hundred
and twenty feet to the waves below.
The
other, standing further away, nearer the remains of the bonfires, was
the younger of the two by four and a half decades, blond, six eleven,
and in debt to the other with his life. Both were different, but
their differences were dressed by the same dark red mantle that
concealed from head to foot when the hood was raised.
The
crow, finished with it's grooming dived strait into the main course.
'See
how brother crow devours the still warm flesh of our friends and
enemies alike'
The
younger nodded respectfully.
'See
how he separates bone from meat with ease? He consumes while defiling
what was once living'
The
bird shit on a chin. The younger laughed.
'He
shows a natural disrespect for the dead with much grace. But, my
young friend, is it wrong? Is he evil?'
Younger
hesitated. He sensed a trap, and to fall into it was unthinkable.
Silence
from the Elder.
The
boy thought hard for a moment, before opening his mouth to answer.
'It
is neither wrong nor evil. The bird is only one of it's kind'
-there
was a crash in the undergrowth-
'It
is living within its nature, doing what it has to live. What its
shape demands'
His
master stood still, seeming to regard the oncoming mob and his
imminent capture
with mocking ease. The boy, not hearing the villagers, mistook his
masters lack of reply for disapproval, felt his throat dry up.
He
wanted to turn from this sight of carnage he now faced at the Elders
unspoken behest. He wanted to turn and look at his masters face,
those hard but caring eyes, a look that he never seen in either of
his parents faces, a look that said to him that he was wanted. That
he was worth something to someone. That he was special, Only his
sister had any feeling of love for him; her death at the hands of the
insane witch finder general robbing him of even that.
He
wanted to, but he could not, lest he saw an expression of anger on
that beloved face.
When
the Elder finally did speak his voice was much quieter, further away
with not a trace of emotion.
'Are
we humans any different son? Is it on our hearts and souls to do
likewise? Are we built to care and love
thy neighbour?'
He
spoke these last words with a tone of disgust, as if the tongue that
uttered them found them distasteful.
'Remember
the teachings of wars fought and torture committed by those of the
new church. Of the attacks of the poor knights of Christ on our own
Temple, people who saw the folly as we did, as we do..'
anger
began to seep into his words.
-The
approaching men suddenly fell silent as the first heaps of dead came
to their sight. Knees buckled and two men went down with a meaty
thump, another turned away and vomited-
Younger
did indeed remember. He remembered the sound of metal on stone as
swords were drawn; the screams of agonized outrage in the inner
sanctum echoing throughout the castle. The crowded hallway, a living
tide moving with the boom of the waves below. The boneless thud of
the dead or dying, their blood soaking the magnificent tapestries and
making the hard floor oily; slippery to those panicking. The cracking
sounds as more men poured in around the fallen, swords slicing, pikes
impaling
He
remembered himself freezing up entirely as the presence of death came
ever closer towards him, the sudden vice-like grab that came from
nowhere, followed by a bewildering array of twisting passages, then
out into the fresh air.
A
flush of guilt burst within him at the memory. The very fact of his
survival at the cost of so many others. Another, stronger feeling
overcoming this lapse of faith. Love. Love for his master and mentor
who had risked his own life to save his. These two emotions mixed
uneasily within him, making him feel light headed. He fancied that
the breeze would soon carry him away to some far off land, a realm of
imagination and neon spirits in spirals and sound unreality.
Younger
bit his lip. The sharp pain bringing him back to here, planting his
feet solidly on terrafirma.
'No'
he answered
'Good,
then you have learned all that I have to teach. You are a diligent
student, worthy of my succession.'
The
Elder then lifted his hands to the sky, and placed his blessing on
the one who would keep his memory alive, and, one day would bring
them back into strength again.
He
then stepped off the cliff, leaving his last words engraved on the
boys mind forever.
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